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Like the naked lead the blind, i know i'm selfish i'm unkind...
...Sucker love i always find, someone to bruise and leave behind
ok, here's the deal: it's a dream of mine to get one of my photo's on a jones soda bottle. i know it seems like a long run considering all the people who have submitted photo's before ( and i did last july i think it was) but if any of you who read this could to to the link at the bottom of the page and vote on my pictures it would be greatly appreciated. when you go to the page, find where it says "search for" and type "amanda, lansing" all the pictures that i have submitted will be there. if you choose to vote (or you don't and just look) leave feedback. i'm always looking for input and critisim :)

thank you!


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i wonder if he realizes that it would have been 3 years today...

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ISN'T THIS THE MOST RIGHTOUS DOG EVER?!?!?!?!?!

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You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).

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Disappear

100%

Suicide

93%

Suffocated

93%

Posion

87%

Eaten

73%

Gunshot

60%

Accident

53%

Drowning

53%

Bomb

47%

Stabbed

40%

Disease

33%

Cut Throat

27%

Natural Causes

7%

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You scored as One they want but can't have. You are the kind of girl that guys want but they know they can't have you. Your not easy they love your daredevil attitude and totally awesome style.

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One they want but can't have

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Girl whos a friend

63%

The hot chick

44%

Smart girl

44%

Preppy

25%

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Post anything that you want (in the comments), BUT post it ANONYMOUSLY. It can be anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post Anonymously and Honestly. Post twice or 40 times if you'd like.

Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. But please post.

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and you know what...fuck you
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http://www.jonessoda.com/gallery/view.php?ID=0000427253

there will be more to come...one of my goals before i die...have a picture of mine be put on a jones soda bottle!!!

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first off, there are more pictures uploaded into photobucket in beauty and lino and the park so those of you who actually take the time out of your busy days to take a looksee cuz you love me, go to the previous links and check em out.

secondly, these past 36 hours have been almost hell like. work sucked yesterday as usual. came home, organized pictures from all the way back to 8th grade to now. talked to david a bit online, samm called to see if i was going to zac, barbie and sarah's party. i didn't feel all that swell but i had nothing to do so i said to hell with it and went. i had a lot of fun for the most part. i was pleasently surprised to hear from jacob. he actually called me ^_^ talked to him for a bit. swang on a tire swing, nearly got sick (problem #1 that didn't help the one's proceeding it) decide to leave after we get back from the park. take samm along with me. we go on our merry way to bubble island in EL. have an awesome drink...mmm... she needs to go home by like 10:30 so we drive on to whitehills thinking that we'll just chill in the parks parking lot and enjoy our delicious cold beverage there. (prob #3... prob #2, we'll backtrack to in a few) we pull up to the pitch black culdisac and all we saw were 2 reflectors and both of us looked at eachother and knew that we had to get out of there. we didn't know why but we did. both of us got real sick feelings and bad bad bad vibes from there. i myself was scarred shitless but that was me. we scram out of there as fast as my car and backing up skills will allow and i drop her off. i head back into lansing and go home. pull up in the drive way, turn off the car, go to grab my things, look around, can't find my purse. must've put it in the back. get out, look in the back. nothing. silly me i left it at sarahs. go in the house call her... i didn't leave it there. i remember taking out to the car with me. i also remember putting it on top of my car to get in cuz my hands were full. (prob #2) i lost my purse. i've looked everywhere for it, i even went back out to el to check, nothing. luckly enough it only had my checkbook in it but i'm spazing cuz i'm paranoid, dont feel well and stressed cuz i haven't seen derek in a week and it's driving me NUTS!!! being on my period doesn't help either. had to go into work today and i just started crying. brenda said something and it set me off. i tried so hard not to but it just happened. i almost just went home. i looked like shit and felt like it too. it didn't help that when derek called from ohio last night, i was already crying and trying to find my purse and i had to let him go to do an in depth search for it.

so yea, i'm just, drained. tuesday will be so grand. i just hope i make it to there. oh, today i did tie dye a tee shirt, a tote bag and a pair of socks...they turned out pretty nifty if i dont say so my self. my god i just got a wave of sadness...i hate this...i hope summer slows down

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