wow...last night was amazing! not exactly what i had in mind but never the less awesome as hell! i dont even know where to begin... the day started out yucky with the rain but right when derek showed up it went away and the sun came out^_^ i got my hair done at 1 and it looked awesome...now that it's the day after i look like a cheap hooker but anywho...derek got here and we started taken pictures however the poor guy got really really nervous so not many smiles especially at michaels...lori and linda showed up like they said they would ^_^ i was soooo freakin happy! i <3 them so much! linda even went so far as to bring in her mini printer for memory cards to print off some pics for me to take home that night!!! after we depart from michaels, we come back home for like 1.5 hours and derek proceeds to fall asleep while i watch ron white.
when we got to the lansing center we walked in and looked around. i spotted kristen in her duct tape suit then my eyes wandered to her left...tim was there!!!! i was so happy ^_^ i miss my tim. he was all dressed up and stuff...simple things in life man. talked to him for the first part o prom for the most part. he carried my stuff lol, such a great friend!XD derek didnt want to dance at all cept for slow dances even then he only danced once and it was to eric claptons "you look wonderful tonight" so that made me happy. i like that song. but for the most part tim was my dancing partner. surprisingly enough that kid can dance decently O.O danced with joel for one song...i miss him so much. i just miss the crew from freshman year, they were awesome! so the night continues and eventually tim comes up to me and asks if i want to get pictures taken...HELL YEA I DO! we sneak out to the back and got our some of our souls stolen ^_^ i can't wait to see how they turn out! i cant wait to have senior pictures with that kid. despite how much i wanted to kill him 2 years ago, he'll always be one of my best friends. 11 fucking years, you cant just forget about something like that. come back dance some more, got pictures taken with derek and a keychain **woot woot** then we just cuddled out side of the "ballroom" where they were playing shit music. my god, it was a fucking orgy in there! O.O guys were humping girls from behind, the girls where rubbing their butts on guys...yeas...jesus christ, tim and i were laughing our asses off. but the last song they played was Kc and jojo's "all my life" but instead of dancing, derek and i just sat in the lounge area and my god he actually kissed me, like continually out there! O.O i was like "whoa...awesome ^_^" he even put his arm around me while we were sitting in the prom area...i was amazed! but then again he also had joel yelling at him so maybe he said something...meh who cares? at least he did it! we went back in grabed our champane glasses and i stole some fake flowers from the table then proceeded to our chariot...his mom's car complete with driver **cheesey smile** go back to his house, attempt at getting out of my dress but it didn't want to come off of me! rawr!! eventually get it off with the assistance of his mom go upstairs, watch tv for an hour go down stairs where we watch american beauty and then popped in titanic but we fell asleep during that. stayed up till 4 AM...it..was...awesome! i woke up at 9 while sleeping beauty didnt awake till 10 something and when he did, he sat up, looked, put his arm around me, pulled me close and fell back asleep for another 20 mins -_- i couldnt sleep anymore...i had headache from hair being pulled back and his pillows suck. not to mention he's a bed covers hog -_- freezed my ass off....until i stole them again ^_^ so that was the extent of my days. not what i expected but they were definatly worth every penny that was spent! i cant wait till next years! oh yea, my shoes got more attention than i did because they lit up. people who dont EVER talk to me did because of them...i felt special even if it was for just a few moments.
now that i've lived out this dream...what one do i have to look foreward to now?????